Monday, July 20, 2026

Permission to Keep Writing Whatever I Want

I thought I had a great plan for writing my blog post this month.  I had scheduled several hours of sitting in a hospital waiting room.  (No worries, everything went smoothly.)  It seemed as though being trapped in a quiet room with nothing else to do would be the perfect place to knock out a few thoughts on writing.

Somewhere, someone who has spent time in a hospital waiting room is already laughing at my plan.

What was the problem?  It was only mostly quiet.  If the waiting room had been crowded, I could have easily tuned out the hum of overlapping voices.  I only heard one voice at a time though.  It wasn’t the same voice, only the same type of voice, the kind that doesn’t care if everyone around it hears every word. 

I have the type of brain that starts spinning on whatever input it’s forced to receive, even when it’s supposed to be ignoring the intermittent loud voices to write about writing.  I wasn’t listening when one woman told another about her visit to a shop run by Mennonites.  I still heard her friend ask, “What’s a Mennonite?”  My brain took the time to wonder how this second woman got to be 70 or so without ever hearing of Mennonites.  My brain kept spinning as the first woman tried to explain that they are sort of like “those other people.  It starts with an A.”  The second woman immediately guessed, “Agricultural People?”

I was still trying to write about writing, but my brain completely stalled out at that point.  It thought that guess was super strange.  It also worried that if someone nearby could read my thoughts, would he be wondering how I got to be 70 or so without ever hearing of Agricultural People?  I know I’m still more than two decades from turning 70.  My brain knows I’ve been offered a senior discount in my 40s too often to count and couldn’t rule out the possibility I was way off on my guess of the other woman’s age.  It was a little mean of my brain to remind me of that.

I tried to focus on something about writing.

Another female voice loudly proclaimed that she’d never forget the best pizza she’d ever had.  She said it was covered in a pile of cheese, which she’d never cared for much.  This confused my brain for a couple of obvious reasons.  The woman’s friend, for some unfathomable reason, skipped the comment about liking something covered in something she didn’t like and only wanted to know about the crust.  She asked if it was crispy or soft in the middle.  Was it thick or thin?  Could you fold it?  The first woman couldn’t seem to remember anything about the crust.  My brain was still spinning back to the start of the conversation I was trying not to hear when a phone rang.

It was a cell but with a very old-fashioned ring.  This was fortunate.  If it had sounded like anything else, I might have thought it was the fire alarm.  I jumped so bad I momentarily levitated.  When the old dude casually pulled it from his pocket on the third ring like it wasn’t the most jarring thing he’d heard in days, I suspected he was hard of hearing.  I was therefore not surprised when he answered the phone by yelling into it.  I was surprised when the first words out of his mouth were, “I’m doing pretty good.  I went to a funeral yesterday.”  My brain fought hard not to laugh at something that wasn’t remotely funny.  Maybe I could have thought about writing if he had simply paused long enough to take a breath between those two sentences. 

I didn’t get to write anything in all the hours I spent in the waiting room.  But I did leave with assurance that real people will always be weirder than anyone I put in my books.  Especially that one who refers to her brain as though it’s a separate entity. 

Wednesday, June 17, 2026

The Problem with Interesting

Dirt is super frustrating. And that is not a sentence I ever expected to write.

If I think about it, I can come up with times I’ve been sort of annoyed with dirt. It refuses to grow anything I plant and insists on growing stuff no one would ever want in a yard. It gets tracked into places it isn’t welcome and stuck in crevices that are hard to clean. I never thought to blame the dirt for those things. And in all fairness, it might not have been the dirt’s fault when that cabbage wouldn’t grow after I hit it with a lawn mower.

This time, however, I’m certain the dirt is not cooperating. I’m trying to make a cover for the new Wisherton book. The theme is dirt. Not really, but they all have dirt as the background because I decided on dirt as a background for book 1, and now that’s the background for all of them.

The front cover didn’t take long to come together. Then – what should have been the easy part – I only needed to spread some plain dirt on the back to go under the blurb. That’s when the dirt got mad at me or something. All it needed to do was fade into the background and roughly match the dirt on the front. I had no idea dirt could be so colorful. This is partly because I’ve given dirt very little thought (Is that why it’s mad at me?) and partly because I’ve never used the word colorful to describe eight million shades of brown. None of those shades match the front.

As far as fading into the background, when you look closely at a spot of dirt, there’s some ridiculously eye-catching shapes. In this patch of dirt, we have a few grains that are three times the size of the others. In this other patch of dirt, we have a clover. We have one clover that managed to grow all by itself in the middle of dirt I didn’t inspect enough before taking a picture. I didn’t know I needed to inspect it. And since when do rocks photobomb? All my dirt is entirely too interesting for background. That’s why I’m mad at it, too.

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

This probably won't be the last time.

 Welcome to another episode of conversations with myself.

 

Q. How’s the next project coming?

A. Well… I’m sure I’ll have some direction soon.

Q. Direction?  Are you telling me you haven’t started yet?

A. Of course I’ve started.  I’m always working on something.  It’s just too soon to talk about it.

Q. I don’t know what you mean.  You can talk about your plans so far.

A. What if my plans involve only vague ideas?

Q. That’s still interesting, and it still sounds like you haven’t started yet.

A. Maybe if I didn’t have to answer all these questions, I’d –

Q. No excuses.  It’s time for you to be an open book.  <hee hee>

A. Why is that funny?

Q. Because you’re an author.  You want people to open your books, and I’m asking you to be one.  Figuratively.  That’s… kind of funny.

A. Is it figuratively funny?

Q. That’s not a thing.

A. Are you sure?

Q. So… about that book you haven’t started…

A. The one I’m not talking about?

Q. Yeah.  Why aren’t you talking about it?

A. I don’t have anything interesting to say yet.  I have lots of ideas on what I want to write, and I haven’t decided which ones I’ll use.

Q. I think you just admitted you haven’t started yet.

A. Every book starts with an idea.

Q. But you haven’t started writing the book yet.

A. I’ve written down some ideas.

Q. Why does it feel like we’re talking in circles?
A. Wait.  Who’s we?

Q. Me and… uh, all the people who want to know about your next book.

A. My newest book came out only two weeks ago.  Maybe “we” should remind everyone to read Simon’s Mother before we talk about what comes next.

Q. That’s a good point.  It does seem a little soon to bug you about writing something new.

A. I don’t know why we even had this conversation.

Q. Well, someone might have laughed.  It was funny.  Figuratively.